Dream of the Catastrophic Load
I had a very vivid dream the morning of January 10, 2022. It is 3 days short of 2 years when I dreamed of the poison tank in the killing hospital. See Blog post: My Strange Act
In this dream it seemed that my wife and I had purchased a house which had around it a large piece of property. It was a narrow strip, but went back quite a ways. I was measuring and laying out a fence around the house so that when grandchildren visited they could run free on the property, but not go past the property line. That seemed to be the first priority, to have something safe for posterity.
There was building going on behind the property. I noticed this as I turned from laying out the fence and began to walk back towards the back of the long property I noticed that the workers had materials stored on the back of our property. They weren’t building on our land, but seemed to be using the back end of our land as storage or staging for their own building going on just behind us.
I went to talk to them about it, to see if they could move their building supplies as I would be fencing in the land and didn’t want their items on our property.
As I approached them I noticed they had massive machines loaded with building materials. Two of them to be specific. Both were double continuous track vehicles (double on both sides so 4 total tracks) about 40 to 50 feet wide. Huge machines. Barely narrow enough to go on a road if they took up 3-4 lanes.
The first one had material piled up maybe 75 feet high. It looked awkward, but stable. But the second machine had much, much more piled up. Literally 200 to 300 feet high. It was more than awkward, it looked downright unstable. They were moving past me (towards the road to the front of our house/property) as I was going to talk to the workers to find out what was going on. I noticed with a little interest that a woman was at the controls of the second machine. (I didn’t notice the driver of the first.) As I turned around to watch the machines go out I noticed that the second one’s load was not only very high, but very poorly loaded. There was a huge amount of wood at the top that was hanging off to the left side of the machine. At first I thought that it was cantilevered in such a way that it was somewhat stable, but as it drove towards the road I saw that it was causing the machine to lean. Even to bounce and sway to the left. I hoped that it wouldn’t fall because the fall would be a disaster.
Then I saw it tip so far left that it just fell over. The crash seemed to not only take the second machine over, but pull in or cover the first machine. Catastrophe! Chaos! No one knew what to do. I started running towards the crash to see if anyone could be salvaged from the wreckage. It had fallen away from my house (which was to the right of where the machines were passing), so I wasn’t worried about my wife or family, only those who were in or on the machine that fell.
Then I saw a worker running from the wreckage. He had a handgun in his hand. It surprised me a little and I asked him if he knew what happened. He didn’t respond and only kept running away from the wreckage. I looked around and all the workers had guns pulled and in hand. It was as if all of them were carrying on the job. They mostly had handguns from what I could see. They were running in different directions. None of them would talk to me or answer any of my questions. They weren’t talking to each other, either. No one trusted anyone.
Next I saw red dots on some of them as if they were either about to be sniped or perhaps they were going to start shooting each other. I looked down and saw a red dot on me and began running to my home (serpentine, not straight line) when my alarm woke me.
As I turned to the Lord this morning to talk through the dream with him I have felt this represented the state of our country. It’s debt burden is unbearably high. The lean to the left, and catastrophic fall to the left, is coming. We are witnessing the country try to move/operate under this tremendous load, but the way it is arranged, leaning so much to the left, will cause it to all come crashing down. It appeared that this crash would be while a woman president was at the controls. When this occurs, chaos will ensue. No one will trust, or even talk, with others who aren’t family or close friends. It will take down other, semi-stable loads with it so none will escape the destruction. Those who remain will hunt or be hunted.
January 11th addition. I shared the above with my son who is an Army pilot, currently deployed to Africa. He shared the following dream he also had the night of January 9th/10th:
Last night, I had a dream. I was flying out over the ocean, very low. I was in the left seat and we had had a left engine failure or an idled engine that I couldn’t add power. The right side of the plane has to compensate to keep straight and level flight. Since the left engine failed, it was nearly full right rudder, full power on the right engine, and aileron control into the right to keep it level. As I continued fighting with the plane, the waves began to rise high enough to clip the right wing (which hangs low to compensate for the dead left engine). It hit a series of waves before we fully departed from flight, unrecoverable. It wasn’t an especially terrible crash, but it was miserable. There was a miserable feeling to all of it. The other pilot and I didn’t exchange a word although both clearly fully aware of the situation.